Post by morciel on Nov 7, 2010 2:07:48 GMT -8
Hello everyone, I'm David. Talking about oneself is hard, so bear with me.
I'm 19, my mother's son and my sister's brother, which means I'm the hands that do their will. A lot of the time I put off what I want for them, even if I don't want to. Born with (what I consider) mild Cerebral Palsy, I have a stutter which at times renders me incapable of speech (whether through not being actually able to say anything or just not having the balls to), and a really hard time doing fine things with my hands. Like I didn't master tying my shoes till like age 16, and I still have issues with it.
Added on to that I'm overweight which leads me to have momently back and knee problems, nothing I can't handle but it's annoying sometimes. Most of my pain comes from emotions and my own mind I guess.
My family has (I guess) such high hopes for me that it's nigh on impossible to live up to them, however hard I try. There are a lot of times I feel like Atlas holding up the world as my footing is starting to slip. Onto that is my need to have everything perfect in an imperfect world, and an extremely large host of other problems that I don't know how to talk about except by being directly asked about them (hint hint), I feel a lot of the time that its really hard to get out of bed and do something with myself, thinking there's no point because it's not gonna work. Maybe it's my youth and inexperience that leads me to think that way, but I wouldn't know.
I've been going on for a while and I think whomever is reading this is bored by now, so I'll end it here. If there's anything you guys want to know, just ask I'll answer. From some of the stuff on here I think I'm kinda just whining in the face of people with real problems, but thats just me.
Seeing what time it is here, I'll close with this. Good morning everyone, and if I don't see you, good afternoon, good evening, and good night.
I'm 19, my mother's son and my sister's brother, which means I'm the hands that do their will. A lot of the time I put off what I want for them, even if I don't want to. Born with (what I consider) mild Cerebral Palsy, I have a stutter which at times renders me incapable of speech (whether through not being actually able to say anything or just not having the balls to), and a really hard time doing fine things with my hands. Like I didn't master tying my shoes till like age 16, and I still have issues with it.
Added on to that I'm overweight which leads me to have momently back and knee problems, nothing I can't handle but it's annoying sometimes. Most of my pain comes from emotions and my own mind I guess.
My family has (I guess) such high hopes for me that it's nigh on impossible to live up to them, however hard I try. There are a lot of times I feel like Atlas holding up the world as my footing is starting to slip. Onto that is my need to have everything perfect in an imperfect world, and an extremely large host of other problems that I don't know how to talk about except by being directly asked about them (hint hint), I feel a lot of the time that its really hard to get out of bed and do something with myself, thinking there's no point because it's not gonna work. Maybe it's my youth and inexperience that leads me to think that way, but I wouldn't know.
I've been going on for a while and I think whomever is reading this is bored by now, so I'll end it here. If there's anything you guys want to know, just ask I'll answer. From some of the stuff on here I think I'm kinda just whining in the face of people with real problems, but thats just me.
Seeing what time it is here, I'll close with this. Good morning everyone, and if I don't see you, good afternoon, good evening, and good night.