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Post by riotgirlheather on Jun 15, 2011 2:23:08 GMT -8
Yep. You read that correctly. I'm not a serial killer, or even disconnected to a Dexter extent. I don't think I have a lizard brain. I have tremendous difficulty in talking to the opposite sex if they are in the same state/town/store as me, straight, and I find them attractive. This is my trifecta of doom. I have made an ass of myself in the past with one straight male that is very attractive that I used to work with. I want to appear human and hope that we've both changed somewhat in two, almost three, years. Some back story is required.
He's three years my junior, yes, he was legal when this transpired. I had absolutely no idea how to talk to a guy, at all, if I thought he was hot. I have matured some, and grown a sense of not being a total dweeb. He was a jerk because my behavior deemed it a rational outcome at the time. I was kind of scary. Kind of like a rabid chihuahua. He's very shy and quiet. I do like him, despite his behavior a couple of years ago.
I found out, from a mutual friend, that any time that I've been mentioned in the past couple of years, it was Bobby (the cute guy in my vicinity) that brought me up. I'm hoping that this means that I didn't make a complete tool out of myself and there is a salvageable friendship here. We were friends until I dropped the bombshell that I wanted to date him and then kept at it. I was a complete freak about it. I would like to appear human and be able to not be on bad terms with him. I don't know how.
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Post by riotgirlheather on Jun 15, 2011 2:23:27 GMT -8
I have no clue if this is in the right place, but it could be.
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Post by kmcm on Jun 16, 2011 19:39:39 GMT -8
IS there a right place on this board? I think not! Shit goes where we feel like it goes.
Heather, you need to stop focusing on boys, and find Heather. I love you, and i hurt with you, but you focus more on boys than anything else in your life....
You are more than just a girl who needs a boy. YOU ARE THE RIOT GIRL! So there.
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Post by Nico on Jun 17, 2011 1:44:43 GMT -8
I agree. Guys are a very easy distraction, and you clearly have more than enough in your life that could make anyone want to be distracted.
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Post by riotgirlheather on Jun 17, 2011 6:30:52 GMT -8
They are a good distraction, but this is who I've always been. I've always been boy-crazy. It's just one of those things.
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Post by kmcm on Jun 17, 2011 6:33:59 GMT -8
You are more than just boy-crazy, you are an intelligent, sweet, funny, beautiful girl, who keeps falling for the wrong boys. Join a book club and quit picking up trash at karaoke night......then come bitch about the books you are forced to read.
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Post by riotgirlheather on Jun 17, 2011 9:37:19 GMT -8
I don't do well when asked to do something. lol. Just ask David. I'm supposed to be making some man-jewelry for him and I keep drawing a blank. I could never read a book if I had to read it, so the book club meetings would be like, "So, Heather, what did you think of "This Book is Stupid(Not actual title, just what I'd hear)" and my response would be, "Dunno, didn't read it." I am horrible at "normal" stuff. Thank you though. I don't really talk to anyone at karaoke now, except the dj. He's one of my only real life friends. He's from New York, which is humorous to me.
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