Post by morciel on Jun 16, 2011 20:44:41 GMT -8
so i haven't been on here for a while, sorry about that, life gets in the way and i haven't been on a standard computer for much besides. since i was last really on i got a new job (duane reade if you guys know what that is, if not think like a rite aid or cvs but more expensive for reasons i don't understand). the work is shit, but it pays. they put me in the perishable department so i deal with milk and the like, so i get to pour out spoiled milk when that happens. yay. my knee has been hurting me when i stand for that long, and i haven't been to the doctor in ages (apparently my insurance fucked up for about half a year and only recently got fixed) but last i saw her she just said that it is my weight and that there isn't shit she can do. so i have been working out some, a few days a week when i can. lost like 5 pounds so far but no real help besides not having a cup size bigger than some of the women i work with, which is good i guess. the managers at best just leave me to my devices but more often ride my back like i have a habit and speak to me like a redheaded stepson that ate three too many paint chips as a kid. when i'm at work i'm weirdly depressed like i don't want to do anything at all, but when i'm at home i can't wait to leave for work, like the hour train ride to get there is some kind of magical journey or something. my temper control is shrinking as i write this and home life is only better than in any of my older posts in that i'm rarely home any more. not sure what to do but to keep on trucking till i get to the end of this sadistic rainbow and shank the leprechaun for is gold like a proper puerto rican should. i know that this is wicked long and i thank anyone who read this far. so...that's it...signing off...